My Bad Memory In The Past

Yesterday i receipt message from my friend, message in my inbox in facebook. Message that i didn't know what was the meaning of it.

My husband had had best friend, but because of that happened, something that very unexpected for me, and made my husband to be and me over in relationship.

Because of him.

The story is long, and acctually i want to erase my band memory about him and her wife because both of them is my older brother n sister, and both of them made me sad, cry, and unhappines.

Yeah, only God know what i feel

But i want to erase my memory about them and i want to make be real my imagination, and i don't care again about them.

Don't ridicule other people because we will never know what will happen in the future

"Don't ridicule other people because we will never know what will happen in the future"

Why i wrote that?? because i remembered something.

In the past, one of my college friends said to me like this

"So Do you become only be housewife?"
" Why do you get married in the young age?"
bla bla bla

I was starting to write because i love writing and i hope i can get much money from writing, he he...

My friend hurt my heart but it is okay

And Now, when my first book have been published (Alhamdulillah), one of my college friend follow me to be a writer...

ehm... actually i want to laugh but it is not imposibel for me to do that

Yeah, because of that "Don't ridicule other people because we will never know what will happen in the future"

Finnally, they feel what i have felt

Acctually i want to share this in Indonesia in my other blog. But, in my other blog, I use real name, he22. So i feel more confident if i share this in my this blog. he he.

there is no one can know, who am i? wkwkwkwk

Ok, i want to share this....

Finnally, they can feel what i have felt :D.

Yesterday my friend in college want my helping. She had a problem with her husband. And she asked me how to induce her husband in ordered to her husband permitted her to do something.

My friend wanted to work again but her husband didn't permit her.

I remmembered when my husband did same things, many people su'udzon with my husband. not only that, they also made me jelous.

Now, they know that be a woman is not easy

:D

My Schedule

Hello Friends,

I Want to make my schedule :). Yeah, i know that i have many activities with little time. So, i want to make my life better.

Maybe, They are my schedulle:

04.00-05.00 ==> i wake up, take pray, and read koran
05.00-06.00 ==> prepare for my husband and my self (take a bath)
06.00-06.15 ==> help my husband to prepare his job and say goodbye to my husband when
he go to work
06.15-06.50 ==> sweep my floor, open my notebook and check email also facebook
06.50-12.00 ==> teach
12.00-13.00 ==> go home, take a pray, eat, open facebook (refresh my mind)
13.00-15.30 ==> write
15.30-16.00 ==> take a bath, take a pray, clean my house, prepare for arriving my husband
16.00-18.00 ==> write and read
18.00-19.30 ==> take a pray, relax, wait my husband, prepare
19.30-22.00 ==> my husband arrive and he always use notebook, so i continue my activity with read
22.00-00.00 ==> take a rest with my husband, i hope no one disturb us he2 :)
00.00-02.00 ==> write with full concentration

i hope i can do that well and regulary, everyday,

to succes we must be dicipline!!!!!!

keep my spirit!!!!!!!!!

from now, from my self, and from little thing

let'go!!!!!!!!!

My Resolution In 2010

Maybe it is not too late to talk about my resolution in 2010.

What do i want??

I have many wishes that always increase from year to year. Maybe it is normally, yeah i am a human, and usually human is always not satisfied with what they get :).

Firstly, i want to say ALHAMDULILLAH to ALLAH, because until now i still feel the fresh air. I am wife too.

Secondly, i want to list my wishes in 2010, and i hope it can be real :)

My wishes are.........

1. i want to be better in performing of religious service. in 2009, i was not good in performing of religious service. Oh No, i don't want to repeat again. I know that only Allah that always give me a strengt.

2. honestly, i want to get job better than now. yeah, now i am a teacher, but i want to get better than now

3. Alhamdulillah in 2009, my first book was published by LPPH, and now in 2010 i want to make many book that can be published

4. Alhamdulillah in 2010, i and my husband can buy a little home by credit, and i want to work hard

5. i want to school again,

Maybe, it is only that for now about my wishes in 2010, i hope Allah always give best something for me. Aminnnnnnn

Keep Spirit

I am confused

Yes, I am confused now. I don't know which one that must i do first? So much to do but so little time i have.

My urgent job for now is finishing 8 articles about insurance in english. And i have not finished yet he he. My head is pain. Ehm... i don't know.

Yeah, i know that i must be spirit. But i have no idea what would have i write on paper about insurance, he he.

Ehm.... okay, i will be finishing my job in order to can finish other job, because others job still wait for finishing.

:)

Keep spirit

work hard and pray hard for getting succes.

Bismillah

My Note Book Was Attacked Virus

Now, i want to say Alhamdulillah, because my note book can be operated again. If i remembered, that one week ago my note book was attaced by virus.

The story like this,

On Dec, 29th 2009, almost end of year, my notebook suddenly could not be operated. When i was writing an article, there was mysterius message that i didn't understand that was happening with my note book. I didn't push anything that caused the trouble, i was sure.

I thought, that was only a little trouble and i tried to restart the note book.

and the resulted was...............

(to be continued) :)